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i want to go back in time, i want to live there forever.
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[21 Nov 2008|01:07pm] |
Happy Rob Day 2008!
Haha I figured livejournal would be an appropriate place to post this. I can't believe you deleted yours! Anyway, I hope you have a good day.
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[04 Feb 2007|05:52am] |
have i told you lately that i love you?
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[28 Jan 2007|08:04am] |
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well
guy in a skeleton costume
comes up to the guy in the superman suit
runs through him with a broadsword
i flip the television off
bring all the bright lights up
turn the radio up loud
i don't know why i'm so persuaded
that if i think things through
long enough and hard enough
i'll somehow get to you
but then you came in
and we locked eyes
you kicked the ashtray over as we came toward each other
stubbed my cigarette out against the west wall
quickly lit another
look at that
would you look at that?
we're throwing off sparks
what will i do when i don't have you
to hold onto in the dark?
yes
everybody's going to need a witness
everybody's going to need a little backup
in case the scene gets nasty
you throw the attic window open
and i throw myself all around you
and night comes to tallahassee
i don't know why it's gotten harder to keep myself away
thought i'd finally beat the feeling back
it all came back today
and then we fell down
and we locked arms
we knocked the dresser over as we rolled across the floor
i don't mean it when i tell you
that i don't love you any more
look at that
would you look at that?
the way the ceiling starts to swerve
what will i do when i don't have you
when i finally get what i deserve?
http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=download&ufid=C00C094D72BBAF81
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[26 Dec 2006|08:55am] |
it didn't really feel like christmas.
i got up and went to work, which was okay. it didn't snow or anything and i didn't have any presents to open, so i don't know. it just felt like another hectic day in the pre-holiday stretch. work was super busy (not that this affected me or my job at all, but you know) so that made it even more....normal.
anyway, i hope you all had a lovely holiday. what are you guys doing for new year's eve? i'm going to see e6!
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[24 Dec 2006|07:07am] |
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it's 7 am, the sun is coming up over the car lot across the street from my apartment. there is a beautiful view of the city from here, but it's blocked by the walls. you can only see it from the roof, i guess.
later today, i will take the train into mahattan and get a little shopping done. i will go to new jersey and have dinner with my friends, i will come back here and shower and then i will probably go to sleep.
you will be inside of me every step i take, every breath i take, just like always.
i will picture you on the train beside me, i will imagine your response to the retarded guy who pees himself,
or the "homeless" guy wearing AF1's who walks through begging for money to keep his heat on.
i will walk beside you on the street, in broken unison as we weave in and out of the crowds of clueless tourists. i will keep pace with you from a small but ranging distance.
i will laugh when you say that new jersey smells like a pair of workboots
i will smile when you turn and see the skyline from across the river, and you stop for a minute.
then i will go home alone and remember the harshness of the truth,
that you are gone
(or i guess i am gone, aren't i?)
that i am in a city you have never even been to
and you're the only one who ever really knew me.
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[24 Dec 2006|06:53am] |
| Your English Skills: | 
Grammar: 100%
Punctuation: 100%
Spelling: 100%
Vocabulary: 80% |
| Your Vocabulary Score: A | 
Congratulations on your multifarious vocabulary!
You must be quite an erudite person. |
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[07 Dec 2006|03:07pm] |
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first line from first entry of every month. subject is in bold. i am posting every first line even if the first entry was protected.
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January:
winter version
there are a lot of pictures i haven't posted and a lot i haven't even seen, so you might as well get used to it now.
February:
untamedcagework: what!? we're BFF's!!!
March:
snatched from kiddie
1. name:
April:
123574127
fifteen more days and he's almost sure he's found the
perfect place
May:
where's waldo?
yay i'm on gay.com!
June:
there is this guy that i work with named pierre who imitates the sound of a dog barking almost perfectly.
July:
good morning, beautiful.
August:
omg. i hate these things.
Septermber:
i think back to the times that gender crossed me.
October:
offering and rebuff
http://secretwishes.livejournal.com/2003/08/09/
November:
you will ache like i ache
you can't save it
December:
solstice
i've had thirteen glasses of water, i'm considering that a meal.
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and for last year's:
http://secretwishes.livejournal.com/2005/12/23/
i'd say this year went much better. 2005 sucked.
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[07 Dec 2006|02:40pm] |
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even if you were the last star
in the last sky
even then
i wouldn't hold my breath.
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[26 Nov 2006|12:34pm] |
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you can't save it
it's come and it's gone
i am pretty sure that your hand is still in mine but
i will never know just how far i can throw you.
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[04 Sep 2006|11:19am] |
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[05 Jul 2006|05:03am] |
good morning, beautiful.
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[21 Jun 2006|12:32am] |
i thought new york would cure it, but it always comes back to you.
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[13 Jun 2006|12:20am] |
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HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ME. I HAD A GREAT DAY. THANKS FOR CALLING ME AND SAYING "HAPPY BIRTHDAY." THANKS FOR CALLING ME AND SAYING ANYTHING.
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[11 Jun 2006|11:58pm] |
nothing feels the same
and the songs that i used to sing along to and laugh at with you
just turn the whole world red.
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